tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76174103158921580162012-02-11T22:09:04.437+08:00Where You FellAn open heart is a strong heart.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.comBlogger2591100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-26045315379192845342012-02-11T21:50:00.003+08:002012-02-11T22:09:04.510+08:00Indeed:)Celebration when your plan is working? Anyone can do that. But when you realize that the story of your life could be told a thousand different ways, that you could tell it over and over as a tragedy, but you choose to call it an epic, that’s when you start to learn what celebration is. When what you see in front of you is so far outside of what you dreamed, but you have the belief, the boldness, Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-38392105755201854372012-02-08T19:12:00.001+08:002012-02-08T19:12:49.566+08:00:)This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-25877473703336876142012-02-02T15:28:00.001+08:002012-02-02T15:30:17.667+08:00Vanilla cupcakes #2!Baked these for my awesome tinkerfriend's birthday!:)
My icing needs a lot of improvement hahahaKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-37989344012305312592012-02-02T15:25:00.001+08:002012-02-02T15:25:53.468+08:00I wont give upI'm give you all my love
I'm still looking up
This song holds so much meaning to me when it was stuck in my head this morn:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-83193317076664600402012-01-27T22:58:00.001+08:002012-01-27T22:59:53.278+08:00
Ahhhh just rediscovered these. Pretty girl ♥Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-75251998666356213392012-01-17T18:39:00.001+08:002012-01-17T18:42:41.898+08:00I should really learn to accept people for who they are.
Okay actually I accept them. I should learn to tolerate them and respond to them appropriately and calmly ahhhhhKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-11458801226516727662012-01-15T19:09:00.001+08:002012-01-15T19:09:51.740+08:00Book is done!:) and starting a really mini home BBQ rn:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-30104497927557084842012-01-11T14:18:00.001+08:002012-01-11T14:18:20.955+08:00In the midst of my 2nd book binding project:DKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-18222223009065648322012-01-09T17:55:00.001+08:002012-01-09T17:55:22.786+08:00Vanilla cupcakesKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-72057237764167754612012-01-09T13:39:00.001+08:002012-01-09T13:39:39.934+08:00Baked pasta is served!:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-7910436499986999892012-01-07T12:08:00.001+08:002012-01-07T12:08:57.850+08:00Is it justifiable to escape when the situation is ruining you emotionally?Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-50320978072622003502012-01-05T18:50:00.000+08:002012-01-05T18:50:33.892+08:00Having fun reading blogs of people I hardly know:)
Somehow I feel like my holiday hasn't started yet :oKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-39420316840374236782012-01-03T10:44:00.003+08:002012-01-03T10:44:49.094+08:00Can no longer do it with a cheerful heart:( God pls help me.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-73678052825809463382012-01-02T14:58:00.001+08:002012-01-02T14:58:36.112+08:00Apple PieForgot that I had planned to record my baking experiences on this blog. Here goes!
Yum yum Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-28581410721340945932011-12-31T14:07:00.001+08:002011-12-31T14:07:26.108+08:00Feel quite sorry for myself for always having such a lousy judgement of character. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-62261803685326736732011-12-28T14:38:00.000+08:002011-12-28T14:38:43.279+08:00Have You Lost Your Song?(copied from my bible app)
In musicals, anybody is likely to burst spontaneously into song. That's why they're called musicals. But life is different. Have you noticed? Not everybody sings. In fact, many people have lost their song altogether. Maybe you know someone who's lost their song. Their life used to sing and sparkle, but now there is only discord and unrest. Maybe that someone is you. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-42580141748895952452011-12-28T13:42:00.001+08:002011-12-28T13:42:08.320+08:00His pleasure is not in the strength of the horse,
nor his delight in the legs of a man;
the Lord delights in those who fear him,
who put their hope in his unfailing love. (Psalm 147:10, 11 NIV84)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-31236010745420464112011-12-27T10:24:00.001+08:002011-12-27T10:24:07.741+08:00UnderstoodO Lord, you have searched me
and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O Lord.
You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
(Psalm 139:1-5 NIV84)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-17966090073567385172011-12-18T18:37:00.001+08:002011-12-18T18:37:51.371+08:00The most beautiful things in lifeFaith
Gentleness
Humility
Joy
Kindness
Love
Patience (let me change that to perseverance)
Sincerity
These are actually the names of different classes of my primary school. Never really thought of them and each and every of their individual meanings. They are really just words until you live them out.
I guess to me the most important one is humility (I really can't stand egoistic people, my closeKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-20242212360438180382011-12-15T18:43:00.001+08:002011-12-15T18:43:14.467+08:00Whoooop JYF camp was really inspiring!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-59089336531741851172011-12-09T23:00:00.002+08:002011-12-09T23:00:28.849+08:00I really really really gotta stop hating and start loving.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-82675451544162306052011-12-09T20:51:00.000+08:002011-12-09T20:51:40.670+08:00Somehow I feel that this is a fantastic decision and that you're just coming up with a stupid reason for the sake of objecting. But I'm not going to rebut you in case I regret it, and go ahead and find my own means to complete what I want to do.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-63038354358788369202011-12-09T20:35:00.000+08:002011-12-09T20:35:13.918+08:00On AttitudeAnd hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us. You see, just at the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: while we were still Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-74143170680869683912011-12-09T20:20:00.002+08:002011-12-09T20:20:46.896+08:00Spent so much time looking at old facebook photos that I typed out "hellokemei" as my blog!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-77347676363448715932011-12-08T09:50:00.001+08:002011-12-08T09:56:09.952+08:00Back to basics#1 chewy chocolate chip cookiesKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-26262537550985138062011-12-06T13:39:00.005+08:002011-12-06T13:46:59.660+08:00Past Vs Present
5 Jan 2010, Potong Pasir
1 Dec 2011, Serangoon
Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-65007133276287878502011-11-30T18:19:00.000+08:002011-11-30T18:19:07.079+08:00Whooo just read a lot of my "diary" entries from OneNote. Really interesting.
Must must must keep a diary to record all the little awesome anecdotes of my life or else my weirdass brain will forget everything and somehow manage to only retain the unpleasant stuff!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-62676277656055938302011-11-28T17:54:00.001+08:002011-11-28T17:54:57.711+08:00My AllI am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby canKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-8554084069976312542011-11-27T17:01:00.001+08:002011-11-28T17:55:20.406+08:00So will you!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-21772089357424012742011-11-25T12:09:00.001+08:002011-11-25T12:09:51.053+08:00An Open Heart is a Strong HeartMy life motto that I never ever stayed true to. Still loving it cause it's so trueKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-39884058659483204602011-11-25T10:02:00.001+08:002011-11-25T10:02:19.377+08:00Urgh bad day. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-40905991322162168662011-11-24T09:28:00.001+08:002011-11-24T09:28:19.355+08:00Yes. I can do this alone. I will survive the six months. I'll emerge stronger and better!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-55898373686432014572011-11-21T22:01:00.001+08:002011-11-25T07:58:06.354+08:00Things to complete after A levelsDonate blood
Set up a Flea stall
Acoustic guitar
Finish learning chopin nocturne op. 9 no. 2
Serve God
Some social work
Earn money
Bake and give
Exercise daily
Do housework
Bring mama out
Learn a language
Cook dinner everyday
A bit ambitious. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-54174272551694357622011-11-21T16:51:00.001+08:002011-11-21T16:51:29.316+08:00Whoohoooo I'm sorry Cambridge but I'm passing my Econs:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-80361693512695029422011-11-21T10:53:00.001+08:002011-11-21T10:53:47.288+08:00What ifWho you think you are makes you who you are. Hmmmmmmmmm :/Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-58923068959906523962011-11-20T13:52:00.001+08:002011-11-20T13:52:30.642+08:00I'm gonna fail Econs tomorrow and I feel like I can't do anything about it now...Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-9648063954027950642011-11-06T23:30:00.001+08:002011-11-06T23:30:42.964+08:00QuestionCan one ever stop missing the past?Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-34538801081855594662011-10-25T23:21:00.001+08:002011-10-25T23:21:06.126+08:00An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind“You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-32003291615827331782011-10-17T08:46:00.001+08:002011-10-17T08:46:27.228+08:00How many times would it take for me to get it right?Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-71348069160616977982011-10-15T23:19:00.001+08:002011-10-25T23:21:46.280+08:00Poison and wineYou only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
Oh you think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
I always will
I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back
The less I give the more I get back
Oh your hands can heal, your Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-84327205314611379212011-10-15T23:11:00.001+08:002011-10-15T23:11:20.358+08:00The good thing about A levels/exams/education is that it's a legitimate, well accepted fact that it brings stress and is time consuming so you are excused from stuff.
But other stuff like family problems, relationships between people, personals struggles. No one's gonna except them as an excuse.
And the things closest to your heart, the harder to explain/justify.
Just saying!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-11172213051964881752011-10-15T09:45:00.001+08:002011-10-15T09:45:46.992+08:00Feeling sooo irresponsible:( must must must make up for it after A's end!!!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-4306305188180831612011-09-30T22:38:00.002+08:002011-09-30T22:38:57.571+08:00"Wake up, O sleeper,
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you."
Ephesians 5:14b
Hehe I like the choice of words, this is so apt:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-80137219279878712962011-09-30T22:08:00.001+08:002011-10-01T13:39:52.683+08:00Thanks toMag, a few simple messages really comforted me so much and I really felt that someone cared and understood, thanks for your prayers, I really needed them:)
Felise, you cheered me up in the most unexpected way even when you had a bad day yourself and I feel so so thankful for that. I didn't expect you to think so highly of me and I hope to death that you actually meant what you said:)
Lynn, for Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-14599098298610950462011-09-25T11:11:00.001+08:002011-09-25T11:11:41.570+08:00What a way to spend my post Prelims:( have been stuck at home since Friday, with no mood to do anything, fever(which has gone down, thank God) sore throat, headache URGH SAVE ME I'm afraid no more USS for me tomorrow?Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-48082525307463993882011-09-24T19:30:00.002+08:002011-09-24T19:30:42.397+08:00Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-62480136767617503832011-09-24T18:57:00.000+08:002011-09-24T18:57:37.178+08:00Mirror neurons are one of the most important and fascinating discoveries of modern neuroscience — neurons that fire not only when we perform a behavior, but also when we observe that behavior in others. In other words, neural circuitry that serves as social mimicry allowing the expressed emotions of others to trigger a reflection of these emotions in us.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-41317218501416022582011-09-24T17:04:00.003+08:002011-09-24T17:05:18.892+08:00
Hehe this makes me wanna add in the nose whenever I type a smiley emoticon :-)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-59891939491097111742011-09-19T12:13:00.001+08:002011-09-19T12:13:56.793+08:00Lub lubHello kemeiiii how are you?? Love ya!!!!!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-13312917853310729522011-09-16T13:27:00.001+08:002011-09-16T13:27:04.077+08:00No. No. No. No. Pls don't start again. FREAKING DON'T START AGAIN. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-83976137742422342512011-09-15T14:58:00.001+08:002011-09-15T14:58:33.205+08:00730 days.What have I done?Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-69295191206965880942011-09-11T23:14:00.003+08:002011-09-24T17:06:45.112+08:00There's so much to conquer in the world!
Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-28384842932178601342011-09-08T23:07:00.002+08:002011-09-08T23:07:43.916+08:00Omg I just read my entire blog archive!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-67231172786085629562011-08-27T19:44:00.000+08:002011-08-27T19:44:54.565+08:00Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
what if your healing comes through tears
what if a thousand sleepless nights is what it takes to know You're near
what if trials of this life, are your mercies in disguise?
God is near:))Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-57957091794439663382011-08-24T07:25:00.002+08:002011-08-24T07:25:36.103+08:00I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. - Ezekiel 36:26
In response to my post dated 6 Aug:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-72875363566463039942011-08-19T14:20:00.000+08:002011-08-19T14:20:44.628+08:00"You don't have to be somebody to be somebody" :)
Today's assembly was so inspiring:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-6031431098163591612011-08-18T18:57:00.000+08:002011-08-18T18:57:25.127+08:00"So, what keeps you going?"
"Insufficiency. I need to wake up every morning, to be better than I was yesterday.
And faith. That God will empower me to indeed be a better person."
:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-22684286578624488472011-08-13T01:37:00.001+08:002011-08-13T01:37:05.227+08:00A bland life is better than a sad life. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-88429256311493710572011-08-10T19:05:00.004+08:002011-08-10T19:15:13.429+08:00I prioritize happiness too much.
Everytime something happens, I get sad, pray for it to pass, and when it does, it is as if nothing ever happened.
After the emotional turmoil is gone, I'd refuse to share what happened in depth with anyone.
But the root of the problem is never solved.
It keeps coming back, again and again, and I am helpless.
I don't know what to do.
And I refuse to dig Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-88474573564073908812011-08-09T20:24:00.000+08:002011-08-09T20:24:40.624+08:00Makes me thinkIf only I could undo time and just buy the flash component for my camera so those 30 precious birthday pics I took will not have been lost
If only I could undo the past few days of unproductivity and did something more meaningful instead (since I didn't learn anything from the studying), such as simply staying at home to enjoy NDP
So many more things, I wish I could undo. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-18056832010590621962011-08-06T17:46:00.001+08:002011-08-06T17:46:20.447+08:00My heart is like a brick in the cavity between my ribsKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-32096623385934280842011-07-24T08:48:00.000+08:002011-07-24T08:48:19.815+08:00"there's a fine line between a tired kemei and an angry kemei" -Felise
Hehe that's why I need my daily dose of kopi to keep me awake and happy ;)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-81293168853904289822011-07-23T17:49:00.002+08:002011-07-23T17:49:47.684+08:00The world's in desperate need of more love so I'm gonna cast away some of my pride nowKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-58723174358173793712011-07-23T14:49:00.004+08:002011-07-23T14:50:59.496+08:00You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.
:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-73120724862723190202011-07-18T16:48:00.001+08:002011-07-18T16:48:33.986+08:00Officially the worst friend ever.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-61876558793467967392011-07-14T22:19:00.002+08:002011-07-14T22:19:44.013+08:00Big bunch of happy people singing Hey Jude at the void deck. Singing really loud at the "na na na na" and "better better better better" parts omg so cuteKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-32310917257180867072011-07-13T23:50:00.003+08:002011-07-13T23:58:46.155+08:00< 3Don't know why I suddenly thought of this song. Realized that it was among the many songs that I had lost, redownloading it now. It's perfect :')
Sometimes what you need is simply for someone to tell you to calm down, take deep breaths. Hold your own, know your name, and I shall stop here before I quote the entire song.
Calm down, deep breaths
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-31590417376994062542011-07-13T23:28:00.003+08:002011-07-23T14:50:38.103+08:00How on earth can someone believe that there is something in someone, when he is simply so inadequate?Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-36584794406403297592011-07-13T22:43:00.002+08:002011-07-13T22:43:30.460+08:00I thought such stuff were supposed to come naturally.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-74842701148111295642011-07-04T09:37:00.001+08:002011-07-04T09:37:08.188+08:00You know the feeling when people only come to you when they need you?:( how come it's been soooo long and you still don't get it.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-39771647288522964362011-07-03T19:12:00.002+08:002011-07-03T19:12:52.079+08:00I'm a very selfish girl!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-59751290577100943132011-06-26T18:00:00.002+08:002011-06-26T18:00:47.187+08:00Peace.
Please.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-71034423151605255602011-06-25T21:27:00.001+08:002011-06-25T21:27:38.930+08:00Negative thoughts are VERY DANGEROUS.
Thank God for friends and music:)Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-78585454698332719662011-06-25T21:21:00.000+08:002011-06-25T21:21:18.810+08:00The worst sound ever is hearing the pain and sorrow in someone's laughter.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-71652260805536604392011-06-24T10:55:00.001+08:002011-06-24T10:55:28.876+08:00What the freak I hope my sister gets out of the house NOW I just want to be aloneKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-61397584813555728552011-06-23T17:46:00.002+08:002011-06-23T17:46:38.906+08:00思想上的罪恶 :(Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-19883833199392888762011-06-23T14:16:00.001+08:002011-06-23T14:16:49.408+08:00You need to shut up.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-67496563413450477302011-06-22T14:22:00.000+08:002011-06-22T14:22:21.984+08:00Grace is such an awesome friend, I feel soooo much better after testing her:)) k I deleted twitter and fb app so this is like my only interaction with the world. Not like I'll get distracted too, it's like talking to myself here:)I feel like my quest for knowledge has a bit of hope now heeheeKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-63154818131320078452011-06-22T13:32:00.000+08:002011-06-22T13:32:24.112+08:00I studied so hard but didn't study smart. I really really don't want to fail chem/econs againKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-29237185918637587962011-06-19T22:43:00.002+08:002011-06-19T22:43:27.343+08:00I recognise this feeling
Once it starts, it's hard to stopKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-43776856768798626872011-06-05T19:28:00.001+08:002011-06-05T19:28:58.351+08:00Today I feel so fail:(Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-79904469681021886642011-06-03T12:26:00.000+08:002011-06-03T12:26:12.922+08:00I'm actually kinda loving this small neighbourhood, how the amenities are not that spectacular but really suffice, how it has many elderly citizens you can randomly help to carry their grocery, and definitely the covered walkways that allow me to leave house without an umbrella thanks to CST of course. Just realized that moving to somewhere seemingly yet more convenient next year consists of too Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-38021217514824465592011-06-01T08:28:00.002+08:002011-06-01T08:28:49.509+08:00Hi blog long time! Don't sad you are more awesome than twitter imoKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-72183452344156915912011-05-28T19:04:00.001+08:002011-05-28T19:10:23.217+08:00"Learn to listen. Learn to emphatize. Learn to be selfless, you don’t matter the most, the majority matters more than your own viewpoint. Be humble, be willing to admit your mistakes. Learn to apologize. Look on the bright side of things. Don’t let small matters weigh you down. Put others before yourself, put God first. Learn to look forward, be realistic and plan your way about life sensibly. Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-89537610755376300682011-05-21T21:56:00.000+08:002011-05-21T21:56:12.040+08:00When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/adele/make_you_feel_my_love.html ]
I know you
Haven't made
Your Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-91507035867025703622011-05-17T21:56:00.002+08:002011-05-17T22:17:12.985+08:00This time, they won't bring me down.
So what, seriously? Since the start of JC, I started to care more about everything. But honestly, what matters? Nothing lasts, nothing on Earth that is.
I've picked myself up the last couple of days already, and I'm so glad for it.
But ,心再坚强也不要独自飞翔。I'm going to rely on God from now on.
I need to buy a cross necklace to remind me 24/7.
I have better thingsKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-10016198838580572232011-05-10T21:28:00.000+08:002011-05-10T21:28:54.403+08:00Never thought it would end this way. Sick of motivating myself again and again and again and again, tiring myself out to no avail. Bad decision made in the first place. Maybe once it's all over, i can focus on other stuff and life will get better. Though it'll end badly, I don't think any more effort I put in can prevent it.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-56374482276944643662011-04-28T20:57:00.000+08:002011-04-28T20:57:01.486+08:00I always refuse to share because whatever troubles me so much, I am sure nothing anyone can say will make it better, and I'm sure I can never interprete it well enough for anyone to understand what I'm feeling. But I realized that telling someone makes me phrase my thoughts out properly instead of leaving them all jumbled up in my head.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-56809792489870379932011-04-28T20:55:00.000+08:002011-04-28T20:55:02.688+08:00It's time for you to learn to dance in the rain rather than wait for the sunKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-82331938885148180262011-04-22T20:37:00.001+08:002011-04-22T20:37:29.041+08:00Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-45972011925474155332011-04-21T16:22:00.002+08:002011-04-21T16:22:32.351+08:00If only I could re-live my whole JC life again. I'm sure I'll make it much better and make good of my time.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-47736051529912598382011-04-19T22:44:00.002+08:002011-04-19T22:44:39.194+08:00Life is WonderfulIt takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a dayKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-50335883620232599452011-04-13T23:41:00.002+08:002011-04-13T23:41:51.934+08:00Really don't like the person I am now.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-70024316525754950202011-04-10T00:41:00.000+08:002011-04-10T00:41:17.892+08:00Wenguang Daoshi shedded quite some light during bible study about fellowship today. Whatever he says seriously make a lot of sense.
Everyone has different expectations of what they want their fellowship to be (mine would be what I had experienced in 4 madness, and what I see in my friends' cell groups). That is why some of us look forward to the weekends so much, while some dread coming but Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-2655312016226750852011-04-09T23:30:00.000+08:002011-04-09T23:30:40.729+08:00Yeap it's kinda funny when I do something stupid, I do agree. But what really sucks is when I lose precious memories, when I forget things others tell me, making them think i don't really care, when i can't even retrace my steps or recall if i were standing or sitting in the mrt, when I do something so silly that people ask "were you faking that or was it real?", losing out on opportunities in Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-91594629616825032002011-04-08T21:05:00.001+08:002011-04-08T21:08:27.079+08:00What happened to "hard work pays off"? I'm afraid i cant answer that anymore. This clearly shows that happy endings don't always happen.Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-71166970208346067662011-04-06T21:34:00.001+08:002011-04-06T21:35:19.007+08:00Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-80174277950283832762011-04-06T13:50:00.001+08:002011-04-06T13:50:44.616+08:00So many things to do :,,,,,,,,(Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-57347603555706096472011-04-06T13:48:00.000+08:002011-04-06T13:48:00.302+08:00Sigh sooooooo many things to read: newspaper, time, the economist, insights, which to choose?!?!?!Kemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7617410315892158016.post-44891934216814879132011-04-02T21:55:00.000+08:002011-04-02T21:55:09.388+08:00Comparisons are easily done
Once you had a taste of perfectionKemei, Leenoreply@blogger.com0